Blessings & Greetings!

I am still working the Spirit Gardens.
Soon - this Freya/Frid's - I shall also be
working the Southern California Fair.
This used to be known as the Farmer's Fair.
Seems like a nice, quiet Fair.
Other than the expected Demo Derby's and
Monster Trucks, Concerts and 'Mexican Rodeo' -
It should not even be all that noisy.
Then again - I'm the Paganus.
What do I know?

www.SoCalFair.com

So thus it was -
So thus it is -
So thus it be.

So Mote It Be.

Blessings Be.

Paganus
Solemnis Solitaire
16:00 [4:00p] {pacific/'california'}
10/04/2006

Blessings!
Greetings!

Blessings & Greetings.

As I knew it must happen -
it has happened.
The 'Spirit Gardens' -
a new section in the MysticWitch.com Forum(s) -
are being prepared and planted.
The first two (2) entries are posted.
Under Awakening Dream You will find "One Lone Candle".
Under Planting the Gardens You will find "Preparing the Ground".
The ground is rocky.
The ground needs to be cleared and prepared before
the Gardens are planted.
Much work is needing to be done.
Much work will be done.
This is the pattern.
This is how things here will work.
Welcome to the Spirit Gardens.

I am the Paganus.
I am the Solemnis Solitaire.
The Spirit Gardens are as but a packet of seeds.
Let Us Together plant the seeds -
water and tend to them.
In time Spirit Gardens shall here appear and be.

So thus it was -
So thus it is -
So thus it be.

So Mote It Be.

Blessings Be.

Paganus
14:22 [2;22p] {pacific/'california'}
09/27/2006

Saturday was a terrible day. Spent the entire day at the hospital. Left around 330-400, got home around 5 I think. It was rough there that day that is for sure. Had an emergency call at 930 pm to get back to the hospital. Ended up getting back home after 1am. Right now I am getting ready to go to the hospital to talk to the doctors and discuss plans. Jesus, I am tired of thinking. As we know it is something that I try not to do. hahaha

Tomorrow I have an attunement planned. The first of four until I pass the course. Looking forward in it really. I have to study this evening, if I have time. I plan on making the time though. After this one I will have 4 more to go through. Kinda exciting really. My teacher explained that it may be good if I go ahead and do the attunement before I leave on my trip to give me an added boost in the old chakras. Any boost is welcome.hahaha

I have officially called this "Hell Week". As this is the week to make sure everything is completed and moving smoothly. Shields Up and about. haha I shall be releasing many thought forms to help in the protecting of myself, my family and home. Intruders beware. Should be interesting to say the least. haha

I will be shutting the home front down so far you will have to look upon the hinges of hell to seek it. :)

Well, guess that is all for right now

Until Then

Mistress Ravenfyre

Been a lot crazy here that is for sure. Home for three hours then gone for two. Then back home for two or maybe three hours then gone again. Really hard to get anything accomplished. Yesterday I did stay home during the day to catch up on work. Didnt accomplish that but I did make head way.

We are transferring dad to another hospital where he will be able to have intensive treatments and therapy. Been touch and go really but we just keep plugging away here. Have some very bad days and some good days. He is now up to the year 1957. Some days he slips and is actually in 1996, which is good. With therapy they are hoping he re-gains strength and better speech training. Have to wait and see.

I will be flying to CA to handle legal matters. Not looking forward in that but something that has to be done. I'll be there for 14 days I think. Should give me plenty of time to get things done. I have to start making a list of things, but truthfully I am tired. No, that is an understatement of describing the feeling.

Children are all pulling together and just being the way they are, wonderful. Taking over the things that I do not have time for or forget. Makes it so much easier.

Regarding the Quest matter. Let it go. It was meant to play this way as a learning experience. Renegade pointed out something that was important. Gossip. This is something that we all must overcome. As it is a response from within that needs to be worked on. In looking at it we must distinguish if it was done from malice or simply the need to express information of knowing. Since I see it as it was not malice it is the later. Yet it does not give one the excuse to gossip. I understand and appreciate the actions and there is no true anger as I realize it is normal instinct to "talk".  As those that are on the path to enlightenment we must take the time to consider that there are times when talking about what we hear/read is not the correct action to be taking. We must refrain from the mundane ways if we are to be a step above the grade.
It takes active thought not to submit to the discussing of others and their lives.
Especially if it does not directly effect us we simply should close our minds and mouths to what we hear and not go forth to add any more to the tale that we were told.
It is not easy to do. Requiring work from the inside. A mental re-training

Well, now that I have said that. Did you hear about.........  hahaha

Take care one and all

Blessings & Greetings!

It is posted.
"Mabon ap Modron 2006" is posted on MW.com.

Blessings be.

Paganus
Solemnis Solitaire
17:19 [5:19p] {pacific/'california'}
09/18/2006

Here is my weekly update.

My father has had a stroke. Right now he has no idea who anyone is really. I called an amulance yesterday morning to take him to ER. He didn't fight like normal.
He knew who I was off and on yesterday but today he thought I was my mom and I was his wife. He is really pissed at me (or my mom) right now for being there. He thought I kicked him out and that I had put him in a home yesterday. I explained to him that he was sick. My son in law was there the entire time telling him the same thing. It was funny in a lot of ways in that some things he said was from the past and comical.

It is a grown childs nightmare. I have to hope that he snaps out of it and is back to a little normal or our life as we know it will change big time. I did the phone calling last night and had calls up till 4am. I am exhausted. I have a mound of work piling up, studies incomplete and a messy house. Is it the weekend yet????

Tonight taking the kids (little ones) over there tonight to see him. If they get upset they will be taken out. By his noot knowing them it will be terrible but there is a chance he might know them.... I already discussed this with them so they know what to expect. Well as much as a 6 year understands. haha Keeping fingers crossed......

Just a weird time really. With terrible events there has been truly wonderful events. Balance I guess always comes in our life no matter what happens we must see and feel it.

I did something while in the hospital that later my mentor asked how it felt to be god-like. Kinda hurt my feelings yet he had a point.....Like I said gotta do what we gotta do. Hope nothing happens as a back lash. haha

I am glad that my spritiuality is cement like. As it has and is helping me through this. I see it as a passing of life experience. In our life we must face the cold realties that we our parents and our children do not live forever. When it is time for a life changing event we must open our eyes, ears and hearts to what happens. There is no fear of what may be coming only a tinge of saddness of the prospect of having to let go and say a final good bye at one time or the other.

Anywhozer my boozers, I have to make calls and shit like that.........

Until Then

Mistress R

Another week is over and gone. Thank God (I know which one) for that. I just hope that next week is a little better for everyone.

Paganus: Hmm, maybe the energy you were feeling was simply your own for the thoughts of 911. Not an overwhelming sense of doom, just a flashback as it was nearing the anniversary date. Seems a lot of people are feeling that. It is purely saddness or a grieving that is not finished by the attack on our country. Senseless attack at that which makes it worse for those survivors.

I dont know just a thought. :) 

Anyway, going to kick back and do very little this weekend. I do have a few articles that need to be written for other publications other than MW. Now I regret taking it on but seemed right at the time. haha I am grateful that the latest deadline is Tuesday do I have all weekend to get them finished. Already have two completed. Woohoo dance here.

Should work on the sites if I have time and energy. This cold is something else. Feel like death warmed over during the day and then at night feel pretty good. Weird. haha

Quest: Maybe you should not have under-estimated what I am able to do. I was a little taken back by your comment. Not everyone knows what anyone is capable of doing-no matter how close they are. :)
With the new techniques and practice, well it just adds to what I have been able to do. I guess you could say it refines it to a point that the energy being focused is a lot more capable of entering into those places without the sense of being. Interesting technique that is for sure.

Anywhozer, guess I should find something to do. haha

Everyone have a great weekend

Blessings & Greetings!

I am here at the 'Cybernetic-Cafe'.
I may not be back here till Thor's Day - the 14th.

It is the Fifth Year After 9/11.
I am getting - only today - this very sudden, urgent and
quite strong 'sense' to go very quiet and lay very low for five days.
Not certain why.
I know that to ignore a 'message' 'sending' is very serious.
I am not going to ignore this 'sending'.

I cannot ask that You All do the same as I am.
I can however ask that You All be very careful
and very cautious.
Something very dark may be about to happen.
I cannot say what it may be.
I cannot even say if it is even going to happen.
I am taking no risks or chances.
That much I can also You to do.
Take no risks or chances.
Perhaps - in My own very small way - I can help
prevent something from happening.
I do not know.
Perhaps Yes - perhaps No.

I'll be back on the 14th.
Or as close to that date as possible.
I still wish I knew why I am being told to do this.
This does not make much logical sense - even to Me.
That does not much matter.
I'm going to follow 'instructions'.
Even if I may feel like an idiotic fool doing it.

So thus it was -
So thus it is -
So thus it be.

Take Care.
Stay Safe & Secure.
Remain Very Careful & Cautious.
Remain out of the Sun and the Rains.
Remain Out of Harm's Way.

Paganus
14:23 [2:23p] {pacific/'california'}
09/08/2006

Blessings & Greetings!

The MW site(s) are back up.
Everythng seems to be working again.

Paganus
16:58 [4:58p] {pacific/'california'}
09/07/2006

Yep, MW and all relating sites are STILL down. Yep, I am pissy about it. See the bad thing is when the site (mw) is down I receive no emails. Which of course now into day 2 puts me that much further behind in answering anything. Unless of course those lucky ones that know my other email account for contact. haha

J. forgot to call the server company yesterday to sort it out. That REALLY chaps my hide. Oh well that is what vasoline is for I guess :)

Other than the sites being down everything is ok on my end. Woke up early this morning and thought I would get a head start on working. Yea right. haha My cold is actually getting better sooner than normal. Still blowing my nose and coughing a bit but feeling better.

We are on a warming trend. Going to be in the 80's for the next few days. Cold this morning. Feels good though. No complaints from me. haha

Tomorrow is Colts 12th B-Day. Cake and party. WooHoo

Well my dears that is about all from me. Just wanted to clarify that all is well. Site is sick but we are fine

Quest: in answer to your email. Yes, I was there and you were correct. Tried something different and you confirmed. I will explain more in an email