Been a lot crazy here that is for sure. Home for three hours then gone for two. Then back home for two or maybe three hours then gone again. Really hard to get anything accomplished. Yesterday I did stay home during the day to catch up on work. Didnt accomplish that but I did make head way.
We are transferring dad to another hospital where he will be able to have intensive treatments and therapy. Been touch and go really but we just keep plugging away here. Have some very bad days and some good days. He is now up to the year 1957. Some days he slips and is actually in 1996, which is good. With therapy they are hoping he re-gains strength and better speech training. Have to wait and see.
I will be flying to CA to handle legal matters. Not looking forward in that but something that has to be done. I'll be there for 14 days I think. Should give me plenty of time to get things done. I have to start making a list of things, but truthfully I am tired. No, that is an understatement of describing the feeling.
Children are all pulling together and just being the way they are, wonderful. Taking over the things that I do not have time for or forget. Makes it so much easier.
Regarding the Quest matter. Let it go. It was meant to play this way as a learning experience. Renegade pointed out something that was important. Gossip. This is something that we all must overcome. As it is a response from within that needs to be worked on. In looking at it we must distinguish if it was done from malice or simply the need to express information of knowing. Since I see it as it was not malice it is the later. Yet it does not give one the excuse to gossip. I understand and appreciate the actions and there is no true anger as I realize it is normal instinct to "talk". As those that are on the path to enlightenment we must take the time to consider that there are times when talking about what we hear/read is not the correct action to be taking. We must refrain from the mundane ways if we are to be a step above the grade.
It takes active thought not to submit to the discussing of others and their lives.
Especially if it does not directly effect us we simply should close our minds and mouths to what we hear and not go forth to add any more to the tale that we were told.
It is not easy to do. Requiring work from the inside. A mental re-training
Well, now that I have said that. Did you hear about......... hahaha
Take care one and all