Thursday, September 14, 2006
Here is my weekly update.
My father has had a stroke. Right now he has no idea who anyone is really. I called an amulance yesterday morning to take him to ER. He didn't fight like normal.
He knew who I was off and on yesterday but today he thought I was my mom and I was his wife. He is really pissed at me (or my mom) right now for being there. He thought I kicked him out and that I had put him in a home yesterday. I explained to him that he was sick. My son in law was there the entire time telling him the same thing. It was funny in a lot of ways in that some things he said was from the past and comical.
It is a grown childs nightmare. I have to hope that he snaps out of it and is back to a little normal or our life as we know it will change big time. I did the phone calling last night and had calls up till 4am. I am exhausted. I have a mound of work piling up, studies incomplete and a messy house. Is it the weekend yet????
Tonight taking the kids (little ones) over there tonight to see him. If they get upset they will be taken out. By his noot knowing them it will be terrible but there is a chance he might know them.... I already discussed this with them so they know what to expect. Well as much as a 6 year understands. haha Keeping fingers crossed......
Just a weird time really. With terrible events there has been truly wonderful events. Balance I guess always comes in our life no matter what happens we must see and feel it.
I did something while in the hospital that later my mentor asked how it felt to be god-like. Kinda hurt my feelings yet he had a point.....Like I said gotta do what we gotta do. Hope nothing happens as a back lash. haha
I am glad that my spritiuality is cement like. As it has and is helping me through this. I see it as a passing of life experience. In our life we must face the cold realties that we our parents and our children do not live forever. When it is time for a life changing event we must open our eyes, ears and hearts to what happens. There is no fear of what may be coming only a tinge of saddness of the prospect of having to let go and say a final good bye at one time or the other.
Anywhozer my boozers, I have to make calls and shit like that.........
Until Then
Mistress R
Posted at 02:34 pm by
Mistress Ravenfyre
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TigerLilly
September 19, 2006 03:04 PM PDT
Damn Renegade put the canon away. Not yours to shoot. I know that those of us that are closest to the Mistress get angry but it is not for us to shoot the ball out. Know what I mean?????? |
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Quest
September 18, 2006 07:16 PM PDT
MR,
I meant my words to you and the family which was posted here. And yes I did mention to Yoda that I read the information recieved it on an email notification for a website on Saturday. I didnot say which one. I had no idea he went to FA until about 8:00 that night (Sunday). I was not happy with him, but atlas he had already opened mouth insert foot. My mentioning about your dad was not intended to be broadcasted, actually since they had been friends not close but buds I was just sharing the info with my husband.
Sorry it ended with him as a blabber mouth.
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Renegade
September 18, 2006 03:48 PM PDT
As a close friend of the mistress you should have known that of her. Also she told me that you only contacted her as of the same date that it was leaked out. What a pity that you could not have shown what a friend you were before that.
On a web that is used for mystical people in our small community does not give one an excuse to gossip or tell tales.......
Then what do I know?
Renegade
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mistress ravenfyre
September 17, 2006 06:06 PM PDT
I wish you had not said anything about this in sacramento. I was disappointed that the rumor had hit at the FM. I had not told anyone there at all due to the way that gossip and people stealing things happen there when they hear of bad things especially since he is not there.
It was said it was on my website. Nobody goes to the site except for you in sacto., that is at the FM. It was heard from Yoda.
I am disappointed that the news was treated as gossip.
Thank you for disrespecting our privacy |
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Quest
September 17, 2006 11:22 AM PDT
Hi MR,
I hope things are getting better there for you and the family. Please let them all know I'm thinking about them and you are all in my prayers. Prayers for a speedy recovery for your dad. |
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